I feel like there is a shroud of silence surrounding many of the realities of parenthood.
1. Catching a human turd in your bare hands will become no biggie
This is an experience that bonds parents across the globe, and yet there is not even a mention of it in the literature. And it’s not just poo; find me a parent that hasn’t been covered in vomit and I’ll show you someone who can probably afford a nanny to be covered in vomit for them.
2. How much your partner will annoy you
The very same person that you loved enough to make a baby with will drive you absolutely up the sodding wall. Now this isn’t supposed to be a brag, but my husband is great. He’s a hands-on dad, he works hard but he never expects to come back to a tidy house and dinner on the table (he knows way better than that by now). But despite the fact that he’s as supportive as I could wish for, the moment we go to bed and he starts snoring thoughts of actual murder go fleetingly through my mind. I take every small noise personally.
3. How much your other relationships will change
Naturally things will shift with your childfree friends; particularly if your previous relationship was built on a sturdy foundation of vodka shots, dancing and 3am bedtimes. You might still have the party spirit, but you know…. you’ve got to be up in two hours. Can you maybe meet for tea instead? Things may well come full circle and out the other end, and a true friend will be there waiting.
Your relationship with your own parents will also change; you’ll find yourself getting sudden dawning realisations that your parents were right. This in itself should be enough to put teenagers off of procreating. Your mum is right.
4. That some kids just don’t sleep
Actually some people do tell you about this, but you just don’t believe it. We all know babies make you tired, but they’re cute and small and it doesn’t last. HA BLOODY HA. You can Gina Ford the hell out of some kids and they’ll still wake up at 5am (or 4.20am today. I’m not bitter. I am FUCKING TIRED though). Good routines go so far, but if you have a kid who decides that they only need ten hours’ sleep a night and you really need them in bed by 7 for your own sanity then you’re going to be seeing a lot of early mornings. I’m told it changes. I do not believe them now; I already fell for it once.
5. Parental guilt takes no prisoners
6. It doesn’t matter how ‘relaxed’ you think you are
NO. You’ll become one of us, you can’t avoid it. Nap times are king and to be obeyed at all costs. If your kid falls asleep in the car at 5pm you’ll probably cry real tears because no matter how you love your offspring, you need time for YOU and spending three hours putting an overtired child down to sleep is bloody awful.
7. You’ll long to be alone
Kids do not respect personal space. After a hard day mumming, having people touching you and talking at you CONSTANTLY, wiping bums and “sharing” your food, sometimes you will actually fantasise about leaving them to it and going to check into a Travelodge all on your own (dream big, guys).
I’m not saying you wouldn’t miss them, but being able to do something as trivial as reading a book without being interrupted every seven paragraphs, have a bath to yourself without a stream of small visitors, or go to bed in the knowledge you won’t have to get up at 3am to soothe a nightmare, change sheets or because your offspring has just decided that it’s time for breakfast…. that would be a real treat.
But, Even after we have worked all of this out for ourselves, we continue to have more children.
In for a penny, in for a pound I guess?
Thanks to the MOLO bloggers who helped me come up with this ranty stream of consciousness, go check them out! Alison McGarragh-Murphy Blogs, Pass the Wine Please, The Balance Collective and Mum Still Standing
A version of this post first appeared on The Motherload website.